Just a little ray of sunshine

Just a little ray of sunshine

Monday, May 14, 2012


I don't exactly like to talk about how I feel about this issue, but since close to no one reads this anyway I figure it's not that big of a deal.

I don't like to talk about it because I don't ever to want to seem desperate. And I'm not desperate, because if I were I could be with one of the handful of men I've had flings with over the past months. But I'm not.

Instead, I do my own thing every day. I go to work and fill my mind with thoughts about the girls I work with and hang out with a few kids on the side when there's time.

Yeah yeah, I know what everyone wants to say - "but the single years are fun and you're so young still! Live it up." And I do agree, but today is one of those days that I just want more. Call me crazy for that one.

Someday I will get to fall in love like this.


Right now I'm hoping sooner rather than later. 


  1. I totally feel ya girl. It's hard! but i guarantee you will find an AMAZING man who will fall in love with you. I need to work on putting myself out there. let's be friends and meet guys together k?

  2. So I know you wrote this MONTHS ago, but I happened to read it again right now. Didn't you meet Adam pretty soon after you wrote this?? And now he's your fiance!!! Crazy!!