Decisions made in the grocery store.

If I am ever homeless, I am going to live off of Ramen noodles.

20 cents for dinner? Yes please. 


And then I'll somehow steal money from someone to account for that fruit smiles addiction that I have. Life would just be too sad without those.

Mark my words.

Unleashing

I don't exactly like to talk about how I feel about this issue, but since close to no one reads this anyway I figure it's not that big of a deal.

I don't like to talk about it because I don't ever to want to seem desperate. And I'm not desperate, because if I were I could be with one of the handful of men I've had flings with over the past months. But I'm not.

Instead, I do my own thing every day. I go to work and fill my mind with thoughts about the girls I work with and hang out with a few kids on the side when there's time.

Yeah yeah, I know what everyone wants to say - "but the single years are fun and you're so young still! Live it up." And I do agree, but today is one of those days that I just want more. Call me crazy for that one.

Someday I will get to fall in love like this.

Right now I'm hoping sooner rather than later. 

Wishing a....

Happy Mother's Day to my beautiful Momma!

But seriously, how cute is she? Even in the hardest moments she shines. She is one of my greatest inspirations and when hard things come my way I know I can do them because of her.

Love you Momma. Thanks for being the best mom a girl could ever ask for. Wish I could be with you to celebrate! Keep on shining. 

Pushing it to the limit - make that PAST the limit...

Last week I managed to do something I thought I would NEVER do in my entire life.




I'm not kidding. 


I really mean NEVER.


And turns out it's something my family will potentially be able to make fun of me over for the rest of my life. Like I needed to add something to that list. Cause that's already a mile long.




Wanna know what I did? Has to do with this lovely thing:

Any guesses?

HINT: It's what happens when you decide to see how long you can make it with your gas light on. Maybe what happens when you see that light for, say, two or three days before thinking about doing anything about it......

And in that moment you finally decide you've been cutting it pretty close and you're on your way to a gas station....... IT HAPPENS. 

Pretty sure you've all gotta be with me now.

THE SAD TRUTH: I ran out of gas. 

It was a strange feeling having my nice new little car putter to a stop while I was still pushing on the gas, ha. Thankfully though, it happened late at night with few cars around and right by my apartment. And since I live in Provo, 6 men magically appeared to help me push my car to the side of the road and then 1 of them took me to the gas station so I could buy a canister and helped me fill it up with gas and then brought me back to my car to put the gas in it. 

I am forced to face the bitter truth yet again............

Cars and I were never meant to get along.